Heatmiser - Why Did I Decide To Stay? lyrics

Kept my coat on While you put your empty arms around me Kept my shirt on And wrestled my memory down When i put my arm around you I had to hold my hand in place I didn't mean to keep you from feeling chaste Dropping off You smile easy What was i supposed to say? Hits the ground And it dies easy Why did i decide to stay? Looks like i should forget you now Underneath the covers i'm not naked Maybe you were never next to me Does our recorded history start tomorrow morning? Did you forget or were your kisses my final warning? A spent bullet brought me down Add me to the list you stopped with blanks Or how about a rundown of the top 100 Where do i rank Did i even make the list Or did i make a big mistake? Dropping off You smile easy What was i supposed to say