Heart To Heart - Lessons lyrics

A lesson lived is my lesson learned I get what I deserve I know I make mistakes It's more than you can say I can't escape being me I'm face to face with all my problems And I don't know how to solve them I found my drug, a fix for me But it didn't fix anything It's dark and cold throughout this season Everything happens for a reason I think it's time I caught my breath And braced myself for what comes next I'm medicated So f**ing faded I've become the person I once hated I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of life I can't help the way I feel inside I'm face to face with all my problems And it's time I f**ing solved them It's all my fault, I lost control Of the monster inside us all