Heart Of a Coward - Deadweight lyrics

Deadweight. You never knew things would come crashing down Will you ever find the strength to recover now? Did you ever think that you could run away? Now bear the weight of your shame It hurts me just to speak your name When I lost you again and again No longer will I be afraid No longer will I feel this pain I tried to rid myself of all that was plaguing my life But I held onto you So many times I should have just gone with my gut When my instincts were true Your words drip with malice and rage There is no reason for the way you behave I tried so hard not to turn my back But there's is no saving someone who just cannot be saved And now you act like this argument has a meaning or purpose We are no more than animals fighting over a carca** I push you away This has to be the end I'm left with no choice You've lost your closest friend I know what you think- that I must want you dead But I never hated you And now I must progress I am not just going to sit back and watch you tear apart every aspect of my life You've stripped every ounce of sympathy from my soul I have no more time to waste on hearing your excuses Get it through your head; I don't give a f**! You're nothing but dead weight.