Heart Attack Man - Cut Off At the Knees lyrics

Do you ever get the feeling that your life is not what it seems? That it's an endless cycle of fleeting pipe dreams? All my expectations versus reality Cut me cleanly at the knees And instilled a sense of apathy This compulsively unhappy world can get overbearing Stare at the ceiling I'm under siege of conflicting feelings And I just want to feel happy For more than five minutes at a time Every now and then 'Cause sometimes I feel so inexplicably worthless It's so hard to feel a sense of direction or purpose But the smallest of steps still at least gets me somewhere Despite when I feel wholeheartedly that no one cares And all the while I ask myself Why do I keep on beating myself up for no reason? Sometimes I feel so inexplicably worthless