Hearing Like Helen - At Night lyrics

Even I don't know when I'll be home again And it's k**ing me I've gotta stay away from those I need the most And I can't believe In all the things that I've heard The lies that that I've told The life I'm living now A light shining bright it lights a hope In the dark of night Of all the things that I've done This is the only one that I regret How the hell could I know that it all would go So terribly wrong I never meant for this to break Because of my mistake I cannot take it back A light shining bright it lights a hope In the dark of night 'Cause there's so many things back home That can go wrong And I'd rather turn my back Than to risk it all The curtain is closed and my time is up You were wrong This sound is the only one The only one That haunts me at night. Even I don't know when I'll be home again And it's k**ing me I've gotta stay away from those I need the most And I can't believe In all the things that I've heard The lies that that I've told The life I'm living now A light shining bright it lights a hope In the dark of night 'Cause there's so many things back home That can go wrong And I'd rather turn my back Than to risk it all The curtain is closed and my time is up You were wrong This sound is the only one The only one That haunts me at night.