Staring with eyes that mean nothing Abandoned, all grief pushed into sin I cant handle all of this anymore Something snaps inside Feeding my disgorge Ooh!! Resulting into enduring nothingness Hailing onwards total emptiness Time crawls by, misfortunes, my inherits Mental auto-dissection Rejecting bits by bits Oh, suicide!! Chorus: I forgot How to feel emotions Only chaos dwelled within My mind is left empty Tales of ingrained Motherf*ckin frenzy Chorus: I forgot How to feel emotions Only chaos dwelled within My mind is left empty Tales of ingrained Motherf*ckin frenzy Ive put the gun against my head Pulled the trigger and now Im dead All that I searched was self liberation Bang! The bullet brought my salvation The world had nothing left to offer Except for me, myself to slaughter You could not prevent, only witness How I took my life and leave you behind Move on and try to live trough this (trough that which I couldnt)