HDBeenDope - ETIN lyrics

[Verse 1] I had a dream i just kilt a n***a Turned out to be my father How the f** was i supposed to know? I was two last time i saw em That black story that we know too well He plant a seed and up and leave and leave that mom with hell He wasn't taught to be a man and now he under hood spell So i might just grab a gat and just doot doot, well.. It's my father fault How the f** could you blame me? Send some bread to my crib, like why the f** are you payin' me? Think that makes up for the time n***a You say imma kick it with cha I see through your lies you must really think im blind n***a, or dumb or something But nah i ain't chu Sometimes i wonder why you left But ahh f** your point of view Ain't no love on fathers day, when mom works and father plays He called and said "i love you", but ain't that sh** that fathers say? You can keep the love, i don't need it You don't know me dawg You can keep the bread, i don't need it You don't owe me dawg Mom seen a picture saying i look just like you And it felt weird cuz that's something i can't reply too I hope you're happy with that boy in the mirror, definitely ain't a man Ain't even half of what i am Kept a little pain and i never really tried to, so if a n***a run up imma k** em and that's word to Michael [Hook/Chorus] [Verse 2] Uh, i love Brooklyn But she don't really give a f** While they all explore her curves i just stay in the cut Workin baby workin I thought it was fine We were good, but all the problems started when i was nine Learnin' in the city, said "ill be right back." But i stayed through high school, she ain't like that She sent the goons to come and get me on the corner said "they'll end me" Had two albums worth of rhymes and they took them tunes from me They had me in the station flippin' through these pages And they ain't really care now my angers really raging Said "if i see them n***as it's gon be a done deal" I had the mindset of a k**er Now i just need to cop a steel Stole the steel from the draw and i stuck it in my draws Said "if anybody run up, that's gon be they mamas loss' And i know i'm out of place But couldn't tell with all that pain Lord take away my fears and let these bullets be my tears Days later my uncle hit me like "i think i see these n***as" Stepped out with the strap like "i'm bout to see these n***as" We chased em up the stairs, they dipped We retreat, comin' down i slipped and fell I seen the piece that ain't me Lookin' back i really wouldn't change sh** They say you learn from your falls, and i learned from a slip Anger made me steal a piece and i was ready to pull it Now i'm about spreadin' peace in the music And that's word to Brooklyn