Hazing - Devour Me lyrics

Well i hope you're still happy With tears down your face Anxiety, anxiety, anxiety You're crawling, he's laughing Both scream while i sleep It's all for me, it's all for me, it's all for me, it's all for me Well the days have now pa**ed to years And i'm distant when we talk I took off down the path of your fears That you warned me not to walk I reflect over this every day Hoping you'll find faith in me I feel close but still so far away From the person i want to be And now i see As i stare at the clock How time can flee I'm asleep while i walk Through life a ghost You were always the one Who cared the most I know i'm not happy I drink to feel okay Devour me, devour me, devour me The feelings i'm masking Catch fire while i sleep It's all a dream, it's all a dream, it's all a dream, it's all a dream I'm so toxic i'm scared of myself I just lost it, i know i need help Left alone i'll set fire to my bed Get too close i'll dismantle your head