Haystak - Strangest Dreams lyrics

Come on, Come On.......Come on...... Ca... Come on If you ever lost the person who was closest to you I don't know what else to say other then me too If you ever had feelings inside yourself So bad... you had died yourself I try to keep the depression to a minimum But I done I carried caskets that had my best friends in em I believe hearts can be so broken there is no mending em If you recover, you're a true champion Just know it can be done it's just a test of your faith and god He gonna be with you every step of the way I'm a sinner and I know I'm not living right And if I were to die, out here chasin this rent tonight Denied at the gates, casted into hell Some how, that's secondary to cash and living well f** a condo, a mansion, a bentley, and a benz When I die, I wanna be with my paw paw again. I had the strangest dreams Ever since you been gone They always end holding you But I wake up here all alone I had the hardest time Picking up and moving on I fall asleep hoping, maybe I'll wake and you'll be home Your momma named you Makayla Kay I call you whop-gotti I love ya like I never loved nobody From baby food to hot wings We done came along way Daddy work all night and sleep all day or Daddy work all day and sleep all night But I couldn't sleep at all if I didn't know you was alright Maybe one day when you're an older kid I'll sit down and explain this soldier sh** About loyalty and friendship, honor, and taking vows And other things you cant understand right now You just see I'm not around the way I should be And still she calls me every day to say that she loves me One day you'll be grown with children of your own And I hope every moment I'm not gone. Boo boo, in case I'm not there when you turn thirteen We all come to red lights, we wont see turn green. I had the strangest dreams Ever since you been gone They always end holding you But I wake up here all alone I had the hardest time Picking up and moving on I fall asleep hoping, maybe I'll wake and you'll be home I done lost a whole lot of people to this thing here In 98 we lost four in the same year Sill beer, perpetuates a moment of reflection And I try to freeze frame that picture of perfection Me and you chillin, blowin, and getting gone Back to present day and poof ya gone All these years and it don't even seem that long You ain't goin no where (hell no) he's to strong He just sleeping, standing by the machine beeping And ya momma said baby he is leaving now And that machine is the only reason he's breathing now I said god damn it and ran my fist into the wall I was f**ing with that brawd I oughta been with yall And all this could of been prevented It's amazing what can change in a few minutes But since you been gone so much went by Nothing changed I still like to ride and get high And ponder questions, like why I am I still alive Forty east bound blowing doing ninety five Why are we even here, the answer to this riddle Is a question that we been trying to answer Since we was little, whats my purpose in life Something big for me to do Must be because if not then I'd be there kicking it with you. I had the strangest dreams Ever since you been gone They always end holding you But I wake up here all alone I had the hardest time Picking up and moving on I fall asleep hoping, maybe I'll wake and you'll be home