Haydon - Forever Falling lyrics

[Verse 1: Professor Green] Never needed a hand up, I did it all alone With no dad to make a man of me, I did it on my own A victim of condition, now I'm conditioned for the cold Even though I know what's missing there's no filling this hole Escaping a whole heap of problems Isolating instead of facing I always attract the women who think that I need saving Even though I'm the only person I could put any faith in Face it, I'm jaded and happily so What would I have to hold it if I let all the anarchy go? Can't take the praise, I just climb my patrol Just know I better deal with hatred and handle it so [Hook: Haydon] My back's against the wall, there's nowhere else to go And I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall? Who's gonna catch me when I fall? And I'm forever falling Who's gonna catch me when I fall? [Verse 2: Professor Green] See what I got in this world? That's how come I can't sleep without popping a pill now Felt it come back up but I'm still down Just back to convincing myself that I'm ill now See with me the stress manifests physically, still in me Is this fear of happiness and it's k**ing me I can't control it yet I worry about things that are out of my control and I'm folded I ain't never letting this introvert out In a lonely home that could have been but isn't our house But I ain't in the mood to have any visitors round So I hide away, my curtains have been drawn so long I couldn't tell you if its night or day So how I feel is the only way that I can hide the pain People try and help but I shy away A problem shared is a problem halved But I care for you too much to make this problem ours Who knows where this problem starts Come on Stephen, get to manning up Scared ain't something that I'm man enough to be Or even you get to be, how am I meant to handle what I'm seeing? They just found my daddy hanging from a tree [Hook: Haydon] [Bridge: Haydon] Trying to find myself I don't know where to go from here Losing my strength So save me again [Hook: Haydon] So save me again [Hook: Haydon]