Hayden - Disappear lyrics

I woke up in a sweat About something I might have said When I had way too much And words, they just fell out of my head I know we're interesting When we open up And talk about what we should not But what I told you I Swore I'd keep until I died And now that I've let you know There's no way to let you go So we headed North with our guns To the field of deer And waited for the sun Like we did all of those years Except this time you'll disappear