Hatrix - Sick of Myself lyrics

I wake up in the morning and I can't look at myself A fading fleeting memory of something I'm supposed to be Everything is my fault everything's bad because of me I'm sick, I'm not well but you're caught up in Yourself to tell it Sick! Sick of myself sick of you You made my hell With your abuse, sick Not doin' it to get attention I'm doin' it to get dead A razor in the wrist or a bullet Lodged in my brain Everything's OK Ignore it and it'll go away I'm sick I'm not well But you're caught up In yourself to tell it Lost my mind, I've gone insane I think I'm goin' crazy I think I've lost my sanity Just another maniac on a suicidal k**ing spree A hopeless babbling idiot And no one really gives a sh** No one cares, who f**in cares And who the hell are you To say I'm sick!