Hatepulse - Suicidal Melancholia lyrics

A cynical and sadistic world of traitors, crushed my innocent hopes & dreams. I have become an empty shell, ready to crack and turn to dust. The burden of living aches like a painfull disease. I'm tired of longing, trusting and falling... I find no further joy on life... So what's the point in living. When I'm already dead? Dreams of suicide are haunting me... Longing to just cut those f**ing wrists wide open!! And to feel the warm flow of life, slowly fade out... I am not a masoschist, I just want this hellish suffering to end! To just leaver this sh**ty place, Whit a bloodsmearded grin on my face! When will this happen? - (Hopefully?) maby never... Can it happen? - Absolutely... (time will tell) [Music by Vrangsinn] [Lyrics by Kulde November 2002] [Kulde - vocals] [Vrangsinn - Instruments]