here's something beautiful now smash it to bits save your little wheelchair empowerment films save your swoons, i'm spoken for it isn't pretty to think so but i can't feign interest now dreaming of the fistfight i never got into thinking of the mean sh** i wish i'd said to you such a fancy lady, call her secretina she didn't get all the good stuff but she looked like you like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers everything you say to me is dumb, (at least it's stupid) twenty heavy hammers smashing down here's a doorstep you can never darken you complain about an overflowing cup. don't forget that i'm the one who filled that f**er up like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers i remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers i think that i like you better when you just ignore me so i sit and notice shadows growing i think of how the clocks are slowing hoping hope's eternal flowing springs will do their thing and save me from myself like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers i remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers you want ego? i will show you ego i'm jealous now