[beamon lyrics] Back up in this room I treat the bed just like a graveyard Every song they love, i never liked I turn it all of Everything been k**ing me No i ain't feeling well When i put my vocals on a song I start k**ing myself Slaughter my body then water my body Don't talk to nobody Won't be at your party I'm eating up nothing My body eats itself This room is like my shell Break it up off of me Fangs grip my neck as the blood trickles to my toes Laugh at me, watch me melt As it grips up on my soul Put your cold lips on me Then you make me fall slow Everything inside my mind is shaking Blood leaks through my brain I wish i was like you Must be lovely to be the same Come to terms with myself Rip off my limbs and watch me drain, oh Thought you knew i loved you But i should never go back