Harmful - Obsessed lyrics

I'm tired of amusing the ones who're afraid How hard it must have been? But I had to keep it straight Could not afford to leave Obsessed... I seek the meaning of another number Too bad... It's calling to me in my wakeful slumber Ask me something to pay your toll Everything seems out of control No one needs to know if you're purified I don't mind to find the truth Inside... I seek the meaning of another number Too bad It's calling to me in my wakeful slumber