It's only life I remind myself each day If only I could remember what I'm doing in a room The walls are padded down with foam Because it takes away the sound And alters the voices that tell me to do What I do They're worried that I'll want to k** Without my pills And they knew that I'd do What I do One more try To step inside my brain A constant fight But I won't sleep till I can fool them For hours they make me stare at blotches