Harder To Fall - Home lyrics

The ground begins to shake As everything drifts away And as they close the door They'd say don't look down At everything we ever could call home I know you'd enjoy every minute But you weren't even there Catch me as I fall through the floor And my fears, I count them all But as I recall I see it happening I close my eyes You should have let me die When I fall, my head hits the floor There was a distant dream Somewhere out at sea We'll all float back to shore so patiently When we finally reach land It seems to disappear Until there's nothing We're miles away Back into conciousness I see the dreams are very real But everybody else They just sit and stare While in my mind it all becomes so clear So I see where this is headed now Right back to where it all began But this time there is nothing left Of that small, quiet town That we all loved to sing along with This is the end And I feel like I am walking down a crowded city street with you And I keep getting pushed away I jump and wave my hands But you don't see I'm drowning in that sea Twenty feet deep But I can breathe I cry for mom I just want to go home But home's a dark room full of seams Where I would say Theresa, I can't talk but I can scream I can't think but I can dream In a world where there is nothing left A thousand memories have kept The hope inside your head Yet we lay awake in bed The only way to know the nightmare is to never sleep But sweetheart, I have seen the ghost of honesty She came here just to lie to me And tell me that it's better not to feel Anything at all So now I see That spark has just burnt out I've learned that I'm invisible I guess I can live with that When you detach yourself from everything And barely scratch the surface of the truth Well I stared d**h in the face with bloodshot eyes And slurring speech Said I'm not convinced these dreams are real at all There's no sky to look up at There's no ground below my feet A fading memory's like shards of gla** A broken window in your past You say it's just that time of year You've had to much to drink my dear It's not because you can't It's cause you won't And now I'm lost in my mind These things they just take time With broken legs and broken arms I've crept Through darkness my whole I've kept I'm lost You know You know that it's never a good time to let it go