Harbor Skyline - The Return of September lyrics

Hello old friend, We meet again, circumstance seems so ancient Just another time to let you in my mind And search for hopeless answers So here I stand with arms crossed tight Like the wires inside my mind You lied to me just like you always have The false hope you bring me... Just whiting out more than half the story I've waited forever just to be released To kiss the dissonance that's strewn across these dark streets But now I close my eyes, >From down here the ground gets higher every day And I've searched but I still can't find a way out And my floodgates are slowly collapsing, I know I won't be the same way again. You lied to me, lie to me Down with my hands on my head These are the things that I won't understand I've tried so hard to forget this Watching my life slip away There's so many things that I never could say Will I ever bring myself out of this? You lied to me just like you always have The false hope you bring me... Just whiting out more than half the story What do I gain from this?