Harawa - 44 Bars (Remix) lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, yeah [Verse] Yeah I hate it when I get apprehensive and introspective The world seems so much darker when you're looking through my lenses Penny for your thoughts? The phrase has gotten so expensive The music is the only way I can try be expressive Stuck between primal instinct and platonic friendship Bleed for isolation from the past tense Or escapades into alternate dimensions. Anything to hide Exposing a small piece of my mind for some peace of mind It's hard to read between the lines when you're walking a thin one And just a misplaced syllable could mean war, and some So I live by ambiguity hoping I'll see gratuity My presumed ingenuity gets a 21 gun salute Accompanied by a motorcade orchids and some anemones It's heavenly. Ironic, right? Traded my starry eyes for insomnia induced star gazing nights I need a trip, I need a high I prayed and prayed to God that somehow I could meet you twice Never thought I'd have to lose you once, that's one too many times Often times I refrain from saying this to your face Walks down memory lane, they just don't suit you the same Replaced the pain with faces and countless pictures you paint Like Van Gogh every masterpiece makes you that bit more insane Anyway, that's probably not for me to speak on Especially when I've got skeletons in my living room Discouraged when the blog and music ain't getting the numbers Remembered it ain't 'bout the difference, but making an difference Easier said than done til you find yourself in that position Easier said than done when you have got some means of living Easier said than done when you ain't moving from eviction notice to eviction notice And the silver spoon is more than a representation it's reality Get out of jail free Seems that's all that's needed for y'all to take a jab at me I get it But does that really mean sh**? When I'd rather be pushing daises than pushing a Mercedes And making money Fugazy, it's all so crazy The myriad of mazes we make really amazes me Constantly doubting if this is the path I'm meant to walk Constantly feels like I'm watching the numbers on the clock I need a distraction, I need some direction Never knew this blessing would turn into the biggest of burdens