Happy Days - This Will Hurt lyrics

A familiar house I enter, Viewing a staircase... That leads to a tragic scene, A room thats lit by unseen stars, Peaking through an a jared door, A heavy head being supported by soft hands, Reliving the moment of them caressing my scars Feeling the illusion of rejuvenation, Seeing the tears that I used to dry from your face, Falling.. He enters... Makes her forget the past, As a lifetime of sinful lust pours onto her, Two bodies become one, Witnessing every breath taking moment, Never ending... Heavy breathing, This numbing feeling, Choking from a dry throat, Accompanied by tears my world is crashing down... Dying from within... I don't know whats more painful, Gutting my wrist, Putting a bullet between my eyes, Or viewing the rest of this sickening experience, Either way, This will hurt...