Deceiving the world through smiles and grins Not knowing what goes on from within Countless thoughts that race through the mind The mental struggle that leaves one blind Pretty soon I won't be alive... Forsaking the skin that won't stop bleeding Much of it has lost all meaning Severing the rest of the pulsating veins No longer feeling life's torment and pain Free from the shackles that held you down Hearing myself from a distant sound Salvation is the only way... Into the ashes your whole ad free As you shove the blade vein deep Say good bye to thosе who weep What a beautiful pathetic being...