Hannah Georgas - Rideback lyrics

I wake up in the middle of the night Thinking oh my god who the hell am I? My whole life is gonna pa** me by I wake up out of my mind What if the best times are all up? What if it's just the ride back now? Everyone is laughing but me Must be something funny I just don't see Everyone is fighting for a seat Must be something good I should believe What if the best times are all up? What if it's just the ride back now?