Hannah Daviau - I Wished A Toy lyrics

I used to live an almost perfect life until I had my first heartbreaking story, I never though these really exist, could I count on somebody that is trustful one day, cause no one is now, I gave all of me to everyone and now I'm alone, feeling lonely, it hurts right now, can I fixt it one day or it's impossible? Is all of this is my fault or it's yours cause your the one that makes it hurts the most, your the heartbreaker and I'm the broken heart, the one that cry the most, you don't even care about all of these tears I cried, they fall down to my cheeks taking my mascara too, it's hard to have all of this heartbreak on my shoulders, come back and say sorry cause I wan to die right now. But when I was a kid I wished a toy and now I wish a complete heart and somebody who really loves me, I can't go find my family cause they are always gone and now I will be gone too, am I an orphan or something, I can't imagine me living this kind of life, but I wished a toy, I wish a full heart and no