I'm never gonna talk about it I'm never gonna think about it I'm gonna swallow hard This couldn't ever happen, it didn't ever happen to me But somehow it did Did I deserve it? If you're as sick as your secrets Then I predict disaster If you're as sick as your secrets You should know the answer I'll fold the sheets into place I'll unpick the apple I'll make a fuss if I want , this is my disaster An ambush that I was never meant to see This is a big mess that I just couldn't keep to myself I'm never gonna go, never ever go back, I'm not safe I don't want to go tomorrow, I want to run away I'm gonna blame myself, I'll always blame myself for this An impressive show of ignorance