Halo Effect - Funeral lyrics

I see myself as never before And I don't bear all this cold My reflection isn't bright And I start to realise I'm walking through this bleak way I can see I leave no trace Now that you've pa**ed away As the wind blows hard on me To be here I want it This is the place I put myself To die here I want it And put myself down with you Crawling on a dirty floor When I block out the whole world A broken life and scattered things All I can say about me Cutting with my old past I am trying to reach out the door I've always known someone's worried But all I want is to reach myself To be here I want it This is the place I put myself To die here I want it And put myself down with you