Hallows - Common Grounds lyrics

Knowing that I have grown to be the thing I've always pushed away The essence of everything that I have learned to hate Oh god damn, why is this happening to me? I feel my life is buried with regret Morals can't gasp for breath under the burden of my own disease Although we're abandoned and drowning We reach for a life that we lived once before Falling out Tearing down the walls of what I've hidden for so long Concealed from the eyes of judgment My god please, take mercy on me I know that I don't deserve a f**ing thing from you But I can't hold it in anymore Please, give me some hope that we can be ok I've walked these common grounds with them for so long But we still don't see eye to eye You see my guilt And you've held it close And you've held it closer than I ever did myself It's time to let it go