Haley - Crashing Down lyrics

At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn Candles lit, sweat dripping down my neck The only feeling that I never forget is fear Feel my heart skip tell me will I disappear? I can feel the insanity building! I feel em' watching me even when I'm watching the ceiling My friends phoney, half of em' is actors and rats And I could be a chiropractor the way I'm watching my back My girl say "you never trust me, you're something else!" How can I trust you when I don't even trust myself I'm selfish Dodge help when I'm helpless Nobody else can help me until they felt this! Man, I'm so alone I hear my head ringing or maybe it's just the phone My heartbeat burn, beating outta my chest I'm past feeling depressed I feel f**ing possessed I'm so, so [Hook: Haley] So high, and my dreams keep crashing down, down My dreams keep falling So high, and my dreams keep crashing down, down My dreams keep falling They say the gra** always greener on the other side I say that sh**'s a muthaf**in lie! Cuz even my best days stay covered in haze I smoke weed just to cover my RAGE or maybe, maybe I smoke weed just because I'm afraid of everything in life That goes the opposite of right Every night's a fist fight, I gotta take a hit I don't know if I'm scared of my life or scared of the trip Mentality of addiction I can't tell the difference between dreams and reality sh** is sickening I have visions that talk and I listen Making predictions of dark futures that I could live in I wanna quit but the same sh** holdin' me up is tearing me down, down I can't stop now Shaking Thinking of puttin' the pot down The lighter is hot now The pain is forgot now I'm... [Hook]