Hailey B - Sincerely, Me (On Pain k**ers and Energy Drinks) lyrics

[Hook: Hailey B] This is me writing you a song, saying I'm sorry and how I feel so wrong This is me hiding' my emotions even though I kinda just exposed ‘em, I kinda regret that I wrote them So I guess you can say, this is my apology, it's clear you don't see what I see or think what I think So we're gonna be how we be, no you no me, sincerely, me, on pain k**ers and energy drinks [Verse 1: Hailey B] Broken hearts, broken seals on these pill bottles 1, 2, 3, 4 advils I swallow, toss ‘em back with some amp, b**h I'm hallow Master of self control, you will never see sorrow Focus on today, save the pain for tomorrow “f** b**hes, get money” man that's your motto? Im over here tryna make my f**in' flows legato f**ing writing novels, I'm tryna be the next super hero Not a f**in' role model, tryna set my own module So I know where to go and how my raps flow Im still testing it out though, I got more I gotta show I hide my pain like snow on my white Camaro The same Camaro I drove in the rain and in the snow Yeah I know you f**ing know that I'm just tryna show off and it pisses you off it's the one thing that I love, f**in settin' you off f**in smell my exhaust [Hook: Hailey B] [Verse 2: Hailey B] I hide the pain with my anger, then walk up to my banker Withdraw a couple hundreds, and spend it on a banger Master of self control, but you caught me slippin' so you know my one secret, I only have one weakness When did this, become this, casual ignorance of eachothers existence Existing only when you need me, never failing to see, that you always need Hailey B Our friendship ripping apart at the f**ing seams, it is what it seems Is this what you really meant when you said you were done with me? Oh my god James Bond, Sean Connory Aka everybody loves and knows me But they don't know that im struggling its easy to hide my pain, you see You see a different story than what im going through what I wanna show you is way farther from the truth And truth be told I regret every stare down we that hold cuz I can see in your eyes all the lies you told, behold; the closed mind of me being alone [Hook] [Outro] (Truman Show quote) My heart does not feel no pain And my head keeps on spinning But then again what you say Is all just made up in my brain