At anytime and anywhere I disappear No one I know can help me Leave me in misery Had it all thrown away I made my grave My mind lives six feet under Let go so easily I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me So why are you so happy? I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me Whatever makes you happy All alone, a touch afraid A renegade Proof that I will not let go Feels like I might explode I'm better off, better off On my own From this spot I can't f** up Hide out so I survive I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me So why are you so happy? I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me Whatever makes you happy Why is everyone, so happy? I am not well Why is everyone, so happy? I'm not well, I'm not well I'm not well, I am not well I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me So why are you so happy? I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me Whatever makes you happy I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me I'm not glad to be, I'm not glad to be me Whatever makes you happy!