Hail The Sun - Ready Or Not, There I Go lyrics

I've got those pinpoint pupils Ive got those nodding head rolls Ive got a dangerous pulse!! Cut me off from this world please tourniquet Re-draw the line I can't stop lying about the lines I'm cooking I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO LIVE Shut up! It's like the spoons are disappearing from the kitchen counter I keep them hidden in the bathroom with my new found lover Getting number, I'm my brother, brother My body is here, but my mind is worlds away Worlds away My mind is worlds away How can I be the one, to tell you it wasn't me Every time i said this is me, when it wasn't Who do you trust?? Him or me?? He is Me!!! I'm disappearing in the bathroom with my new found lover! There goes my brain There goes my brain There goes my name! Weep while I rot…weep while I rot! Inside my mind, I feel perfect Back to real life, I feel different I don't know me anymore! It means nothing at all, to take what I need: I'll steal sh** from your drawer cause my arm is thirsty! I've just about convinced myself that this is what I needed! It's like the spoons are disappearing from the kitchen counter I keep them hidden in the bathroom with my new found lover Getting number, I'm my brother