Moments stuck in time regretted Mirror motive Memories Mescaline helps repeat the past Always the selfish role I would be typecast Pa**ive aggressive Pa**ion aggressor That's the cross I'm on, that's the cross I'm on The different faces that I've maintained in the 8 years prior All change, adapting All of the faces that I've faced when coming clean Smolder in my dreams, guilty memories Was it a thrill for me? No one deserves it Two personalities Flashes of eras tainted for two Insanity Swapping out one for another Finding different ways to draw a picture That comes out the same Pa**ive aggressor Pa**ion aggressive The different faces that I've maintained in the 8 years prior All change, adapting All of the faces I've manipulated still torture me Guilty memories Did the sign on my bed frame Prepare you for the mental break in? All the faces of deceit, guilty in between coming clean (Memory mescaline) That's the cross I'm on (Memory mescaline) That's the cross I'm on (Memory mescaline) Flash of eras tainted Nobody deserves it Maybe I was a disease... They were so sweet, every heart I've disconnected with Even though we've made amends, I dwell on it Moments stuck in time I still regret If I had missed the windows on the days we were to first meet Would it save you all from me and the pain I'd cause? Maybe I don't want to know And every time you'd know to leave I would beg you to believe in me "Is this really how it ends? Are we over with?" I wish you had right then told me yes For what it's worth I'll never forget