H2DRUG - Far From lyrics

[Hook] I ain't never knew how you felt about me Could've told me that you found somebody else, else, else, else Give a f** about the new n***a that you with, hell no, hell no Hell no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no [Verse 1] My life went from simplistic to overwhelmingly hectic I'm something I never was, and it's hard for you to accept it I'm iffy with every girl and I blame it all on my exes I've been with a lot of b**hes I'm checking em off my checklist right now Heard about me from your friends, but they don't know a thing I heard they like the backroom at every party too Novocaine for them broken hearts This ain't nothing baby, promise I ain't bout to stop But wait, young n***a out here acting like I know it all Money come and go and that's exactly why I blow it all Running from myself, catch me if you can That's what happens when you young And growing up without a plan Used to be that n***a, now I'm just that n***a Got these old b**hes trippin', saying that I went and changed I figured I'd be more than what I was, I knew it'd take some time It's funny why I questioned all my exes, why they think they mine I done been around for the longest time now n***a still Y&E till the wheels fall off Every single situation that I got through in the past Made me way more of a real n***a now, so I gotta ball Kisses for these b**hes, I don't never ever love em, not at all That ain't me, I'm on some different sh** now Say I smoke too much, shout out to the kids that's just like me Always living on a cloud but never following a crowd [Hook] [Verse 2] Long hair, uh, blonde hair, uh, blue eyes, they shine, oh my I wish you knew your status in my mind The way you talk, the way you love, that sh** get me every time But you see you got your own sh**, you just a young chick Surrounded by the scene that's getting crowded up with dumb sh** And your old man focused to get it, cause later you'll never find it One of the few girls with an opinion And ain't scared to stand behind it And I wouldn't call you a bad b**h, cause you are beyond it You know this what you wanted And I respect the fact that you honest, goddamn Now I know why all them women hate Jump inside, what should I play, she said "anything 808" Broken hearted, I represent the fallen Feel the vibration, uh, that's the [?] You know how it is, and you know how it was But it don't matter, I just keep your a** around Cause you were here before and after, oops Spit the realest sh**, just to let em know My old girl couldn't bear it so I let her go Now here she go, just looking at all the memories made I'm not scared to let her go, I'm just scared to watch her fade I learned there's more to life than partying and getting laid Like being filthy rich and making hits and getting paid Like laying under palm trees, smoking every day I'm tryna be the hottest out, even when I'm in the shade [Hook]