Heroin - Never Ever lyrics

My decision, still make me a liar My reasons still make me on fire Better never for now and ever, An extreme to hold, but we all grow is old Nothing more to leave behind, not a stone unturned Was nothing ever learned? Is there no solution? Is there no consolation? All I can say is never ever again. But no, I cannot pretend. I can say it again and again and again. It never ever goes away. Not even in the time that's pa**ing by. Not even in time.