[Intro] I got ya, action [Chorus] I'm never at home so it's heavy back home I never let go, said I never let go I'm seeing my baby post up with a new man It's so easy these days to forget who I am My old friends gonna hate me My new friends gonna lie They don't wanna see me make it They don't wanna see me shine And I been running out of patience Spending all my time Been spending the money I been making Still staying on my grind My homie, I'm sorry Momma I'm sorry, Daddy I'm sorry, oh Zela I'm sorry [Verse 1: Gyyps] These haters gonna put me on ten, talking that sh** Y'all judging from a distance Ain't giving no interest Ain't none of your business And my Gucci like Vans Momma called me Hollywood just cause I wouldn't paint the fence I made my amends and I pay my own rent I make what I can, coming straight from the depths Stay lit homie had to hit 'em with a set A chain with a Swisher Sweets hanging from my neck The gang keep feeding me thousand-dollar checks Spend it when I get it like a fool just to flex More money and more women in my apartment More problems, more gossip, regardless They can say it's all gravy , gettin' poppin' But all this ain't all that it's some bullsh** That's 100 [Chorus] [Verse 2] Put a lil' something in the bank Keep a few hundred for the day Sleeping on couches through the day Every night, studio ay Pull up in the baby blue Jeep Tryna say I ain't doing me, b**h still HD You can still call me Hay-C, if you go back with me if you know that let me know I'm checking myself, and question my work Created a hell, just looking for a Heaven on Earth I'm faded for real, I'm feeling like I'm never alert But a deal is a deal, I ain't trippin' Made a couple decisions, but sh**, i can't remember i know its hard to forgive me, I said that I'm sorry I'm in it, and still a part of me feels that I've been misrepresented I'm not finished, I'm not finished, I'm not I'm not giving this up I'm tired and I'm stuck, my time is in a rush, my tires in a rut If not, I'm still pushing I'm the next up and I could give a f** if y'all was in the club cause y'all was just looking [Chorus]