Guerilla Maab - Speak On It lyrics

[talking] Good Lord, I wanna thank you For waking me up, to see another New day, I've never seen before Forgive me for my sins, for they Be where I thought of deed, a mission A cold mission, Lord please bless me With the blessings you say I stand in need of, when I've done everything On this earth, that you laid out for me to do Lord please bless me with a home Somewhere in your kingdom Even the loss of the alone In Jesus name I pray, amen [Z-Ro] Seem like the light is so close I can feel my soul, about to vacate Make me wonder, am I right for God Cause I don't wanna get denied, at the pearly gate Even though I been cut throat, tripping off PCP Telling all my friends, to take a hike But it's f**ed up, thinking bout tapes From other n***az, when they on pot they can break the mic No time for p**y, I gotta pump packs in the projects Plus I gotta pimp the pen, if I wanna get paid I can't feel sorry gotta do the deed, and get up in the wind Gotta get some dividends, and if I don't die I'ma seek forgiveness of my sins, and if I get denied Even though I tried, I'ma burn for the rest of the devil me But the Lord gon give it, and the Lord gon take it Away, so I can't trip on my life It was my time to go, somebody take care of my child And raise him up right, plus these n***az be living so shife I don't want my seed, to get corrupted Give him so much game, when I die He gon live as if the lessons, ain't interrupted Just to show how f**ed up, the game can get Big Steve, money came up missing I was up in the car, so I'm a suspect of the crime But a n***a ain't tripping, all I can say is that I'm a G And I just won't touch it, unless I own it Wish I could tell Steve, that I'm still on my grind For mine, so I'ma bleed the block if I want it [Hook] Can't believe it I'm gon have to ride tonight Roll on, roll on Holding plexes, pulling pistols They play with your life Roll on roll on, or get stoled on [Z-Ro] Evilness without the sin, let him cast the first stone But unless your father, can make the wind blow When I see a check, please leave me alone Because I never asked nobody, for nothing I just accepted, what I was given Even though I'm po', I pray to let God know That I'm thankful to be still living, yeah I'd rather be a slave in heaven Than to be, the most comfortable cat in hell But I'm too good for one, and too bad for one So I'm between the two, I gotta sell Living on lock, familiar with songs and proverbs When the ways of the world, start to trip When I can't take it, I smoke too much That explains, that black sh** around a n***a lip The Lord is my light, and my salvation But I still slip away, with natural herbs I don't be smoking weed, to look cool fool I got a problem, I do it to calm my nerves Now the preacher, wanna see me on Sunday But knowing I'ma bleed the block, first thang come Monday I don't go, cause another no show Said I'll f** around and die, when I walk in the do' Never go be talking about a n***a, behind his back I'ma do it to him in his face, hoe checking a b**h About what he might of said a few days ago, talking down in a safe place But it ain't safe, for the presence of a god damn fool That'll squeeze, and make a motherf**er blood come down Heavily armed, with an automatic round When I frown, it ain't real cool to stick around Plus I found, that a relationship ain't sh** When I was f**ing, with one of these hoes She done f**ed it up, for the rest of the women Cause I ain't trying to f**, with none of these hoes Some of my partnas, that'd turn to foes That'd turn to struggling, from balling But I'm crooked as ever, but the world is so crooked I hope that God, ain't tired of me calling [Hook] [Z-Ro] Now if I said, that I'd rather be dead Instead of going through, the struggle and the pain Here to make logical sense, but when I get in a predicament I still be trying, to maintain Don't wanna lose my life, I wanna choose to live my life right But it's hard to decide, like a devil in disguise That be pulling a bull up over my eyes And trying to get me, to swallow my pride But I be ready to ride, and won't be denied Even if I died, motherf**ers know I tried To keep a bullet out of that body, I cried Everytime I put it inside, to make another n***a cap-size But if somebody, wanna put me under the ground Somebody better have a good plan I'm a man, that'll be ready to break a ba*tard off But I don't wanna die, living in a casket why did a b**h wanna set my partna up, cause it really got up under my skin But I ain't tripping, when a n***a feeling with One up in the chamber, just to get a little bit of revenge I can't even keep a girlfriend, everybody be f**ing with me And got my name, in a negative whirlwind I be ready for the trumpet to blow, and even if I don't get to go I still, wanna see the world end Cause I be tired, of feeling this anger Feeling the permission of danger, with every breath I be tired of watching my back, and packing a gat And living 24-7, up in a motherf**ing vest God bless me, cause everybody wanna test me So I don't even talk, on my Prime Co. phone Leave a message, and press three [Hook x2]