Guardin - ALL MY FRIENDS LIVE INSIDE MY HEAD lyrics

What's it like to be me? I don't know but all my demons got me wantin' to leave Sick & tired of the thoughts hauntin' me in my sleep Being conscious ain't much better when you live in a dream It's a constant mind f**, a plethora of disease Do I crave the agony? Mahogany on my feet f**in' focus on the lotus just so you can get sleep I pray to god, but I am him. I guess I'm getting too deep All my friends live inside of my head Am I better off alive or am I better off dead? k**ing every hue of gray in my cerebral cortex I am a mess I f**ing guess, a downward spiraling vortex I must confess I thought that I was getting much better Confusing my depression with the state of the weather I only feel alright when you & I are together But now I'm home & my state of mind depends on a sweater All of my friends, all of my friends live up inside of my head All of my fears just follow my peers causing this dread I don't belong, no I don't belong Cause you thinkin' right & I'm just thinkin' wrong Polarity sits in the neck of my bong Climbin' trees just to ease is how i'm staying strong