Ground Up - Balance lyrics

[Intro: Azar] Yeah [Verse 1: Azar] I'm not sleeping much, can't keep in touch My dad and I ain't speakin' much The people that I love the most Are people I don't see for months The girl that's on my mind works all the time She knows i do it too But now I think the more I find myself the more i'm losing you And life is what you make it, all these vices and these virtues Why you fight the ones that love you And you like the ones that hurt you? I ain't mad, she's a rider And she knows there ain't no stoppin' now But I can't help but wonder who she's f**ing when I'm not town I'm down in Tennessee, or maybe out in Venice beach I hope that you just think of me And not these childish tendencies Sometimes i'm still a boy, just tryin' to fill a void Just doin' the things I have to, you act like it's still a choice [Hook: Azar] All these b**hes all of these bills And i'm thinkin' about you still All my family and my friends That camry that benz That hopin' and that dreamin' Those nights we stayed up schemin' You won't ever see me shook but this ain't easy as it looks [Refrain: Azar] Can't find my balance Can't find my balance Can't find my balance Can't find my balance [Verse 2: Molotov] Yeah, fresh pack of ports, she smokin' (she smokin') When she hit the bar, it's always open, (always open) Yeah, I'm all in that, I be strokin' (I be strokin') Yeah, still tryin' to perfect my motion And she drink it all in small doses Takin' pictures all on my phone Yeah, got pockets full of them posers Rollin' up, she still in her rollers Got no time for all of them roses God damn right n***a f** your flowers Yeah, it's 4 am, we still up takin' shots in my shower Said she dig it, nah, I don't doubt her Now I wonder if she'll stick around Though I tend to leave And then bend the rules so they work for me And I keep it chill, and leave room to breathe 'Cause everything I need just seems so far away As I delay, I see it all decay So I might be back tomorrow, but oh darlin' I'm so gone today I'm so gone today (hey) [Hook: Azar] All these b**hes all of these bills And i'm thinkin' about you still All my family and my friends That camry that benz That hopin' and that dreamin' Those nights we stayed up schemin' You won't ever see me shook but this ain't easy as it looks [Refrain: Azar] Can't find my balance Can't find my balance Can't find my balance Can't find my balance Yeah, we go fast it's so real We don't ask, we don't tell It won't last, we both pretend We wanna talk, we hold it in She pop a pill, I smoke again Distant lovers, broken friends (distant lovers, broken friends) [Refrain: Azar] Can't find my balance Can't find my balance Can't find my balance [Outro: Instrumental]