Ground Tracer - Words lyrics

From a far distance I can hear the old me shouting The echo is growing louder (where did you go?) It's becoming unbearable to think of the person that I used to be I couldn't get myself out of bed I didn't even want to move a muscle I felt so lost in my own head that I took it out on reality The tears were more of a routine, than rarity I knew then, I wasn't living I wasn't living my life I was going insane I got my mind mixed in with reality in hopes of hitching a ride to the brighter days in hopes of hitching a ride to the better days I never amounted to the mistakes I made I was searching for the origin of all my pain But nothing was being found the answers never came I was so scared I hated myself for the longest time and I still can't find that one thing that saved me and week after week, I got weaker To the point where I didn't know who I was I can hear the old me whispering (you're better off without me) His voice is growing more distant but I can feel him with me Disguised as such a beautiful person the devil rages inside of me part of me dies with the lies I keep telling myself just to please the demons inside Just when the rope is tied to my neck an angel calms the inside of me Part of me is more alive with the thought that I may not just be here to die After all this time of feeling lost I think I finally grasped what was wrong with me I didn't give myself a reason to live But now i'm fine I'm moving on Im finally ready to finally live again Part of me is dead, part of me is searching for the one thing keeping me alive All it took was one dream to fight for and my life had, meaning again