Grip - ConMan? lyrics

[Verse 1] ConMan, I apologize to your mom and your grams For wrecking your heart, I guess it was part of God's plan But wait a sec 'fore we dead it, here is your roses Took 7 years sh*t is bogus I shed a tear when I wrote this I admit, I wasn't the best to you I gave you sh*t then you dipped, like what was there left to do Too busy worried 'bout Grip, shredding thru revenue I let you slip should've put you up on a pedestal I was hardly ready for something you could regard as steady Now my heart is heavy I'll take it far as thesе bars will let me I know what happen viеwed love as a distraction My kids the only things I put above rapping, that's a thugs passion Cash and drugs stashing emotions under the rug Not communicating, thinking you'd just know what it was 2017 that's when I started growing a buzz Playing catch-up 'cause my peers left your boy in the dust 'Cause when they was focused on rapping, I was focused on us I could've strived more, now it's two kids I gotta provide for Window was closing slowly, had to switch the tempo on those that know me Get too comfy and you gon' blow it, homie Packed my metaphorical bag and hit the road jack I promise when I take it home, I'm bringing gold back I'll own that, I ain't expecting you to wait I got a date with destiny, just let me get a plate [Hook] Silly me, uh-oh, oh-oh I could never give you my love It was me, uh-oh, oh-oh I could never give you my love We can't turn back the hands of time But it's some things I should get off my mind Before we leave it all behind girl I apologize girl [Verse 2] I can't trust myself with loving you You still stained from all the mud I drug you thru You thinking, why ain't this a lifestyle he can get accustomed to Like buy a plot and tie the knot like others do Gave me a key to your home I don't want you think I'm leading you on But I gotta be happy with being alone If I can't learn to love myself How the hell could ever properly love someone else Just know these words is heartfelt And it'll kill me to see you happy with another man But I can't expect you to never love again And rob your heart of it's plans Can't put a ring on her finger then keep it stepping, ni**a And she'll respect how real you kept it with her And I know one day it'll hit me When you stop replying to text questioning if you miss me And all that's left is history and a grudge kept against me Evidently, made my bed I'll lay in it But first i got something to say, wait a minute [Hook] Silly me, uh-oh, oh-oh I could never give you my love It was me, uh-oh, oh-oh I could never give you my love We can't turn back the hands of time But it's some things I should get off my mind Before we leave it all behind girl I apologize girl