Grip Grand - Something in The Water lyrics

Somebody stop me ‘fore I jump off of this bridge, man Someone remind me of how much I love my kids, man ‘Cuz like a camel to a needle eye, it's hard to make it through But I been doin' what I gotta do to live, man The give and take is gonna break my heart in two I been lookin' in the mirror at a face I hardly knew Feelin' like a different person, or at least a different version If it seems like I'm beside myself then, hey It's prob'ly true I think something in the water made me crazy It's probably my body, say I'm sorry to my baby She's too young to understand Tell my son to be a man Tell the fam there wasn't none they coulda done to try 'n to save me Maybe anxiety, depression I don't know, I'm only guessin' I don't wanna talk about it, thank you kind I know i said that i was fine, but i was lyin' Somebody stop me ‘fore i walk onto the tracks ‘Cuz the world is awful heavy when it falls onto your back I am Atlas with the globe And the weight has laid me low You can ask ‘em what the time is I think they already know It's so much I wanna say, but I'm afraid I'll never say it I was headed for the light but there's no way I'll ever make it So I drive alone at night, wishing I could disappear Write a song and then erase it so you wouldn't get to hear I think something in the water made me crazy It's probably my body, say I'm sorry to my baby She's too young to understand Tell my son to be a man Hold the family together when I'm gone and they replace me Maybe anxiety, depression I don't know, I'm only guessin' I don't wanna talk about it , thank you kind I know i said that i was fine, but i was lyin' I been having inner visons of my cold breath I been having premonitions of my own d**h It left me shattered like a natural disaster Have you ever seen a rapper rip his heart out of his own chest ‘Cuz it was beating faster than it should? I am battling the stress, I never mastered it for good Guess my brain is overwhelmed and over working overtime Over feeling like the future of the world is on the line And I know that i could end it all if I was so inclined And my moms would probably miss me And there's rhymes i need to write And a thousand thoughts that creep in as I try and sleep at night I been tearin' up from hearin' stuff that I don't even like Got me listenin' to sad songs, drinkin' too much Which is really just to keep my brain from thinkin' too much I begin to lose touch See me sleepin' when the sun's out Or readin' after midnight on my phone until it runs out The only media I trust is Pa**ion of the Weiss Keep it to yourself, I wasn't askin' for advice People love to tell you how to feel about stuff But they don't give a what about why I don't leave the house much Can't hide in real life Gleam in eyes dimmer DIY spitter with the TMI twitter If I seem a lot thinner, yeah, I lost my appetite It's hard to see the light when your life's feelin' casket-like Somethin' floatin' in the water made me crazy It's probably my body, say I'm sorry to my baby She's too young to understand Tell my son to be a man Tell the fam there wasn't none they coulda done to try 'n to save me Maybe anxiety, depression I don't know I'm only guessin I don't wanna talk about it , thank you kind I know i said that I was fine, but I was lyin' "And he was rich—yes, richer than a king— And admirably schooled in every grace: In fine, we thought that he was everything To make us wish that we were in his place So on we worked, and waited for the light And went without the meat, and cursed the bread; And Richard Cory, one calm summer night Went home and put a bullet through his head."