Grinder - None Of The Brighter Days lyrics

Seconds, minutes, hours Keep on pa**ing by my desperate self Depressing black and white No touch of grey to paint my shell No sequence to the synthetic smiles That reach my staring, empty eyes Half asleep no motivation To push me to activity None of the brighter days to come in time None of the brighter days to light my life The mirror shows the undead scheme Of a fractured personality Silence and tranquility The only friends I have No amount of drinks enough To reach the edge of happiness None of my memories Are worth enough to fill my dreams Never more, never cry Never laugh, never die Never lucky, never sad Never normal, never mad Loneliness, abandonment Decay of mind, desperation Depressive boredom Depressive life Depressive me Depressive time None of the brighter days to come in time None of the brighter days to light my life