Grim Indiana - Youth On Repeat lyrics

We still carry this human weight Searching for warmth to extinguish the darkness Inside of me I only found temporary relief Satan lives in that bottle and he sparks the blush in those little rose cheeks I'll never find my place A culture of escape has got its nails in my back Awake but never more far away My high spirits never solved a single thing Feeling like the poison was me and only me We still carry this human weight Searching for warmth to extinguish the darkness Inside of me It's getting too much to take Satan lives in that bottle and he sparks the blush in those little rose cheeks Cold nights spent on your own I crept into your arms Your softly whispered broken home Slowly building comfort in your pain And in vain I tried to take, take, take To feel the sting of when it gives away One day I'll probably find myself I will be too god damn far gone from help I'm gonna break Counting 1, 2, 3 breathe I'm a slave to these things They're only momentary So much talk of make and mend