Griffinilla - I've Got It All lyrics

Oh I'm not jealous that your fame's not mine But I can't do this if I can't be fine I've got it all -- I've got it all I've got everything that I want Is this the place I hoped to be? For now I hope it's not I've got it all -- I've got it all Once a vision gleamed in my mind A year ago I had this dream It came true as I designed I've been working on my art Tearing old mixes apart Grinding hooves down to the frog Hotel rooms are just a fog Learning riffs that are too hard Turn up piano, mute guitar I left my mixer in its case Drums are drowned out by the ba** I can't carry all the tech Soundcheck's over in a sec Cross fade snares, can't reach that fret I think I'm drowning in my sweat We're good to go, we will survive Where's Neon? Is he alive? If he's not here (we're on in six) I'll improvise a brand new mix It's everything I once dreamed so bright eyed So why am I not satisfied? I like the taste -- I can't lie I think I'll take another bite Is there a method I've not tried? I've got an itch that I'm right So now I'm calm -- I am calm Even though I feel so low 'Cause every number has to end And there's a cap to every show I'm staying calm -- I've got it all Scream it loud, alone, to vent I still find my way to the aftershow Where the better DJs went With all the rules they gave us And the precedent that made us If I was standing that tall I'd rather dig hooves down and get them dirty than fall I've got it all -- I've got it all Am I the worst thing ever for wanting more? I've come so far, and I'm on the edge Of temptation, it's a war I've got it all -- I've got it all Maybe now I'll be defined Not drifting through genre like a tumbleweed But would it hurt to be so confined? I don't know And if I could pause time Then I could think things faster I would mute the master And I'd sit back, watch my heroes Never press play Let them decay