Grieves - Heatstroke lyrics

[Grieves:] I said the lights don't help these days Chances are that if your ten rows back I can't even see your face I've been hidin' in the only thing that ever made me safe Long enough to make me addicted Turn it into my cage Who the f** wants to drink my wine Put the last supper on hold, honey, I don't think I'll make it in time This whole games got me fakin' a smile And tied down to tracks I layed down tryin'a gain an extra mile This is all of me Another thorn stem apology Writin in the heat of the pressure dieing for harm Lost, till they find me with the bullet, with the cross That they hung around around my neck like somebody told me there's God Yeah I guess I got a problem with reality And never looked to heaven when the devil in me flashed his teeth And that's the part of me I'm trying to change Swing hard now I'm breaking the chain Now get away from me [Chorus:] I said the road's so hard and rough Said I'm trying not to loose my way And the worlds so cold and tough Told this shovel that it digs my grave What's holding me down, down, down, down, down, down, down What's holding me down, down, down, down, down, down, down Heyyyy... [Cunninlynguist:] From time to time like brian I'm a shell of myself If I was a weaker man I'd put a shell in myself Either ballin on a budget or fallin on a deficit Plenty of self-worth with no means of investing it The blessings get few and far between so I'm stressin sh** Lady lucky celibate, she ain't f**in' with me Hidin behind a hand it starts to look a mighty temptin Hurtin behind an image I ain't pimpin I'm just limpin Tryna walk it off or walk it out That's just what the songs about Handlin adversity whenever I step out the house Whether the weather is sunny or nastier than sauerkraut Every endeavor takes bits of faith until you're left with doubt No Tears for Fears but I swear I wanna Shout Kick, scream, and strain but that ain't gon' change a thang Kick screen the game, you see but don't feel the pain A junky is a cripple but he will show you the cain so... [Chorus] (Tryna look inside myself, can't look inside no one else, I'm my own worst enemy)