Grieves - Fairytale Bullsh** lyrics

Grieves: Y'know I just don't understand sometimes The sh** is so confusing Y'know, you think it's right It's just like everything blows up in your face one day, yeah I don't know, y'know I tried right? I tried [Verse 1:] I get these phone calls waking me, telling me that its over and over I won't hear you trying to tell me that it's hopeless, this is bogus Never dedicated time into the hopeless Never dedicated love into the hope Why do you treat me like I'm no one? Now I'm searching for the answer to the question: why does love hurt me? When ____ your accepting A lesson is always learned, but now I'm not ready to spend it (I don't want this) I try to say "I love you" as I finish out this sentence, want to end this Want to stop it and leave it right where it started Want to break down screaming and break this whole world's heart And yet I, see my options as you claw me No I'm not okay, and I don't want to hear you're sorry (Come and tell me) [Chorus:]x2 Why's this happening? Love is slowly molded into tragedy Stuck in front of the crossfire ____ in reality Happily ever after is some bullsh**, it's fairytale bullsh** I want it but it's hopeless (Pa**ing me by) Why do you push me over, break me down, and build me back up? (I don't understand) Why do you push me over, break me down, and build me back up? (I got a right to know) [Verse 2:] Yo, you can catch me on my balcony looking up at the stars Thinking about my love lost, life lessons, and scars My God, I'm finding it hard to write my verses Broken angels pa** my window and hover above the curtains Never state the purpose They just kick it and make me nervous And it hurts, cause all I get from this lesson is that it's worthless and some days I want to walk in rain and scream your name out Beat my pain down and bleed my faith out But still I stay strong ____ that it's okay at all You can build a person up and push them down when you want But now that it's gone ____ breeds in every thought Research the meaning when you say that "I love you" and then skeet off [Chorus:]x2 Why's this happening? Love is slowly molded into tragedy Stuck in front of the crossfire ____ in reality Happily ever after is some bullsh**, it's fairytale bullsh** I want it but it's hopeless (Pa**ing me by) [Verse 3:] And now these tears saturate the salty flavor of my lifestyle Never take my hood off, lonely living with the lights out Life is like a child ____ staring at my essence Never let the lights revolve (Never) around the feeling or its presence This is why, we're taking all the pictures in my mind Trying to find my way away from it, never letting it die, I Try to relieve it, leaving it feeing, and never retrieve it, I Try to relieve it, releasing the meaning, and love and its reason, why Try? Life is not a battle to be won I'm sick of fighting for a reason and squeezing it 'till it's done It's time to let go, it's time to ride into the sunset It's time to find reality and milk it 'till it runs red I wonder, but maybe that's excessive Maybe I should stop trying to fight it and accept it But letting it go is harder than expected, I admit it So now I sit and write and try and ride into the distance [Chorus:]x2 Why's this happening? Love is slowly molded into tragedy Stuck in front of the crossfire ____ in reality Happily ever after is some bullsh**, it's fairytale bullsh** I want it but it's hopeless (Pa**ing me by) Grieves: You know It seems hopeless sometimes Y'know I don't even know I tried, y'know, honestly It's whatever, it's done One love