Grief - Stricken lyrics

Out of d**, pissed off again I think I am nearing the end Another f**ing day Another disappointment Scars in my flesh tell the story - Of a broken man Pessimistic existence Numb myself with chemicals Drunk and f**ing angry I'm sick of f**ing screaming How much longer can I take Living a life without no meaning f**ing stricken Dreams and goals = void loneliness confusion Trapped within a cell of negativity Why try??? When failure is the norm Work s**s, life s**s I wish I was never born