Grief - Ruined lyrics

No!!! More will my friends stand for My drunken belligerence Girls won't put up with my Stubborn ignorance Things used to be simple I wish I was still five Now d** and booze keep my alive Hate, it's more than a word A way of life You're on your own Nobody gives a f** about you, or me Loving couples, smiling children anger me Fills me with hostility The way you live, can't seem to find What it's about Arbor hospital, you never should've let me out Hate, it's more than a word A way of life You're on your own Nobody gives a f** about you I'm ruined You f**ers never should've let me out I'm ruined