Greyhoundz (Rap) - Silhouettes lyrics

I've wasted years believing in trusting And holding on to something so abstract Been left in the middle filling blanks Answering riddles downed gla**es of faith And a few drops of hope with pills to k** The state as attempts to twist fate Sung praises to failed You've tied me well to the ropes Oh you fill me up for the desperate You abstain to feel for the mourning Chasing this mesmerizing but slowly drifting And fading silhouette Chasing this blinding, binding but slowly drifting And fading silhouette Run You stayed only to elude evade Come back for a while Then again run away tireless From the "I shall seek and you shall hide" But after the pushing away You'd pull me back inside Am I a fool for not being dismayed Running in circles day after day Cathedrals she'd light for the next mile You were just too numb to find the time Oh you fill me up for the desperate You abstain to feel for the mourning Chasing this mesmerizing but slowly drifting And fading silhouette Chasing this blinding, binding but slowly drifting And fading silhouette Look beneath look Feeling has been your abstinence Been hanging long enough Yearning for your touch for just one moment An answer even in a whisper or a bit of presence Even in silence yet you fill me up with absence Oh you fill me up for the desperate You abstain to feel for the mourning Chasing this mesmerizing but slowly drifting And fading silhouette Chasing this blinding, binding but slowly drifting And fading silhouette Run