Calm me down, anxious little gutter fever Cold world sounds tumbling through my head again Break apart the Earth Desperate thoughts they never leave Break apart the Earth distaste for all things Break apart the Earth Desperate thoughts they’re never leavin’ Break apart the earth distaste for all things My distaste for it all You feel it in your bones Standing in the water taking stones from the riverbed Smell it on her clothes It was the calm before the storm was ever there Left out in the rain Honestly I never knew you Left out in the rain Honestly I never thought you were Helpless I just want to be the one Wasted Over and over again Helpless I just want these days to stop Oh, this itches I'll just cut it out Let me dig a little deeper inside the skin Oh, this itches I'll just cut it out I've been looking for your cancer Where do I begin I’ll just cut it out I'll just cut